My actions (the game) cost me (well, final straw) my upcoming marriage. I was with my fiance and her politician family at her blue ridge mountain farm as they prepared to host for a giant formal ball at the farm for late autumn.. acted entirely normal, high fives on first downs, UVA family who didn't care about the vols. The future father in law got excited watching near the end then we won and I got drunk, more than already, ****ing wasted, jumping like a monkey and being insane, chugging Tennessee whiskey, shaking the guy practically, as he soon after returned somewhere else to work on their party.. this game was right at the peak of my homesickness. They didn't know how insane this victory was. Imagery of my whole family, my friends, deceased vols, all rushing my head. Our beautiful state, our people, their culture I did not belong to
I was so homesick. Goosebumps all day. God I missed my people, Tennesseans. Did I really want to rot in UVA land? In my drunk mind, this was pure rebellion against this family and their poshness, their high class pretentiousness.. and homesickness, for my rowdy friends, for my true old self, months of filtering myself, my right wing 2A nut job views with this weird Democrat politician family. This, in my mind, was PURE Tennessee rebellion. That Irish drunkenness.
so I was going wild. He had just left, hearing echoes of **** ALABAMA **** VIRGINIA GO VOLS as I dumped the mag on my ar15 screaming go ****ing vols, running around the field with rocky top on my mustang speakers, as well as trying out jumping on neighbors cow over the fence, then streaked and ran with the neighborhood dog pack, like 10 dogs who loved me, down the driveway and running around, then later almost got in fights at a UVA sports bar in Charolettesvillr next to campus later.. talking about how UVA sucks, Tennessee would curb stomp them, dressed in orange pants orange hoodie orange hat, total cringe, then drove recklessly and woke up with a breakup note.
The writing was on the wall anyways around that time, I missed home. I had missed Tennessee so badly upon living surrounded by pretentious assholes near Charlottesville. Every day I missed home, this game made me cry. That was my PEOPLE, not over there.. I rarely ever showed my ass with those upper class democrat politicians and they likely all changed views, including her. It was like a drunk rebellion against Virginia colonial culture as a whole. Folks, there is nothing like home. **** UVA!! That night was about ME, MY PEOPLE, MY FAMILY, MY GRANDFATHER, MY STATE, AND MY CULTURE. **** VIRGINIA!!
The game cost me my marriage,
Best night of my life.
Would I do it again? You bet your ass I would.
Go ****ing vols. That game I had fully made up my mind that this was not my future family or state-- mutually!!