Ohhhh, Mimi. If you truly are struggling to decide whether or not you can remain a part of the Lady Vol family, I want you to know that most mature fans understand why you are struggling, and are hoping with all their hearts that whatever decision you make will be one that ultimately brings you the happiness you deserve.
As a “well-seasoned” (errr, old) fan, I would like to gently suggest you to keep in mind that it’s often considered wise to hold off making major life decisions while in the early stages of grief, and watching a beloved mentor going through a heartbreaking career setback certainly qualifies as a major loss worthy of a period of grief.
And while you may or may not have the idea that if you stay to play for another coach that your decision would be some hard-and-fast indicator of your level of loyalty to Holly, please know that these intense feelings will soften with just a little more time to process them fully. Also know that Holly is a proud Lady Vol For Life, and so I cannot imagine any circumstance under which she would think any player would be better off getting their degree, or playing basketball, anywhere other than the University of Tennessee at Knoxville.
Holly will need a little time away while she makes the adjustment to her new role as “the Matriarch of the Lady Vols” now that Pat is gone, but trust me, her wounds will heal and you will be proud to be a part of the exciting future that Holly herself will be proud of!
Bottom line: Try not to make any decisions anytime soon if you feel you can wait. And please know that the majority of mature fans will support you, and wish you nothing but your future success, no matter where you finish out your college career.