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You can clear the cache by clearing your history and deleting your history or re-boot your machine.

Given that you don't log out of Volnation, I'll predict that rebooting will vastly improve your internet experience, but so will deleting your history. Either way, by default, you'll have to re-login to your device and then Volnation which may or may not be trivial depending on if you know your passwords.

So don't log out or restart if you don't know those.
I see no way WTOB doesn’t have his every password ever handwritten on post-its and scotch taped to his computer monitor frame.
 
Four years huh? So sorry to hear that. Mine passed away from the 3 strokes she had a year ago in Sept. She stayed in & out of the Jackson hospital for weeks then.
She was in the hospital all month long in March & I thought she was a goner then.
She was released back to a nursing home facility where she passed on April 10th.
My condolences. That has to be hard.
 
Four years huh? So sorry to hear that. Mine passed away from the 3 strokes she had a year ago in Sept. She stayed in & out of the Jackson hospital for weeks then.
She was in the hospital all month long in March & I thought she was a goner then.
She was released back to a nursing home facility where she passed on April 10th.

Very sorry to hear that OB. I had been wondering about your wife’s condition after what she went through, but didn’t want to pry. Hope you are staying strong under the difficult circumstances.
 
It’s comforting to me to see you and OB share your grief here. I’m having a hard time still, dealing with my wife having taken her own life. Just before Halloween, 2020. We had voted together earlier in the day.
I cried in 7th grade when my dog died and haven't been able to shed a tear of any kind over anything until last week. For years I could feel my tear glands trying to cry, but nothing ever came out. 8 years is a long time to not cry and was a very clarifying thing for me personally. Now in the past couple of weeks I can at least tear up over things and I feel like less of a robot.

In 10th grade, on a Thursday night, my best friend Jason who lives about 70 yards away, went home around 10 pm. Then he came back, no big deal.

He went home and was going to hang himself in his dad's parking space in the garage and as he was about to do so, he thought, "Rather than Drew seeing lights and stuff at from parents house, he thought he tell me first".

So he did. Very matter of factly like it was no big deal. I'm not one to yell or scream at anyone in anger, but I lost it on him. He asked me not to tell my Mom for about a half hour. smh He honestly thought I'd let him do it. I punched him as hard as I could and I ended up yelling at him so my Mom would here me. (no yelling in anger, in her house), I told him he's such an ******* and selfish and that he could "Check in any time you like, but you can never leave" (Eagles reference. ) Then I grabbed a pair of hand cuffs I had in my desk drawer and hand cuffed myself to him, and told "Now go ahead try and leave, ya jack ass"

I remember being so mad and hurt.

What amazed me was that obviously had this on his mind for a while and I didn't have a clue.

BTW his mom had moved to Cali with zero warning. Went on a business trip and informed him and his dad later. His dad was and is a violent alcoholic who was gone all week, every week and was someone to avoid when he came home on the weekend, so Jason would go weeks without even seeing his dad. Jason said he decided to do it to get back at his dad and not be a burden to me and my parents.

We took him to the hospital where he spent a couple of days. I went over to his house to see if he really had set up a way to hang himself and sure enough he did. On top of the ladder was a loaded revolver. smh

He was struggling with multiple panic attacks every night and was just sick of them, so he decided to just end it all.
 
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