**** cancer. Sorry to hear about it man. As you might know, my wife is a survivor. She just had a scan for her 3-year mark and they found what looks to be a cyst on her ovary and we are freaking out waiting to find out what exactly it is. I know a little about what you are going through, and all I can say is that it's not fair.
You feel so helpless. I can't emphasize it enough, but **** cancer.