@joevol33
I feel the need to pray for you and your family this morning. And while I have no special insight I do understand more that most what you’re going through. In these times I hold to the words of Job repeated by Daniel.
Though He slay me,
I will [
d]hope in Him.
Nevertheless I (
P)will argue my ways [
e]before Him.
16 This also
will be my (
Q)salvation,
For (
R)a godless person cannot come before His presence.
There is a G-d and I’m not Him nor do I ever fully claim to understand Him. But it is my prayer that the G-d of A,I, and J bless your family and that it be His will to do so.
Shema Ysreal
Shalom