Prayers Deeply Needed

#101
#101
Pride85 said:
To all,
I have not been on this site much this week and there is a reason for that. I know I am sometimes abrasive, especially to certain factions on this site, but right now I am completely rattled. My entire family is in deep need for prayer from as many of my fellow VOL faithful as we have suffered a tragedy that one only think happens to someone else. I have dealt with death amongst family members, including my father last year. That goes with being 61. This past Monday afternoon; the youngest member of my relatively large family, My 15 month old Great Grandson Elliot was murdered. He was killed and apparently suffered before at the hands of a psychotic 18 year old that his mother had married. I have never felt such an overwhelming RAGE driven by an unbearable grief in my life. At this moment, this monster is far safer in the solitary confinement cell he has been placed in. I am a 6' 3" 260 lb ball of rage right now, and Elliot's biological father makes me look small and calm.

Please pray that I can remember that Elliot is in the arms of Jesus right now and will forever be at peace. The only thing harder that dealing with this was telling his 5 year old sister that her brother wasn't coming back home.

I am sorry to put this out here, but we am really struggling.
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I don’t even have words. My heart breaks for you all. I am praying now for you and your family. May you all experience perfect peace that passes understanding.
 
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My deepest condolences sir. I offer prayers and sympathy to you and your family during this trying time. I must admit that I became enraged just reading your post. My vision began to blur and my blood pressure shot through the roof. Had to step away from the laptop for a while. I can only imagine what you and your family feels. God bless.
 
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#107
This is just awful. So sorry to hear this.
Your great grandson is 100% in heaven with Jesus. He has peace and love all around him.
If you can and when you can, try to focus on being the person in your family others can turn to and try to heal by healing them.
 
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Pride85 said:
To all,
I have not been on this site much this week and there is a reason for that. I know I am sometimes abrasive, especially to certain factions on this site, but right now I am completely rattled. My entire family is in deep need for prayer from as many of my fellow VOL faithful as we have suffered a tragedy that one only think happens to someone else. I have dealt with death amongst family members, including my father last year. That goes with being 61. This past Monday afternoon; the youngest member of my relatively large family, My 15 month old Great Grandson Elliot was murdered. He was killed and apparently suffered before at the hands of a psychotic 18 year old that his mother had married. I have never felt such an overwhelming RAGE driven by an unbearable grief in my life. At this moment, this monster is far safer in the solitary confinement cell he has been placed in. I am a 6' 3" 260 lb ball of rage right now, and Elliot's biological father makes me look small and calm.

Please pray that I can remember that Elliot is in the arms of Jesus right now and will forever be at peace. The only thing harder that dealing with this was telling his 5 year old sister that her brother wasn't coming back home.

I am sorry to put this out here, but we am really struggling.
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Jesus 💔
Sir i don’t know who you are, put my prayers will do little for you.

This world is going insane by the day.

I would say think about your son and trying to help him steer back to the ones still around him that hurt with him.

I have a 3 year old daughter who’s completely innocent and has brought nothing but joy to my life. I dare not speak my thoughts on what I would do if something happened to her.

It is true that your grandson can no longer have pain or fear. He’s safer than he can ever be.
God gives and takes away while we’re on Earth. Questioning the why and how brings nothing but anger.

Whatever you decide to do, I’ll pray for you that you come out the other side.
 
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Ritzwatch said:
Prayers for Peace and Comfort for you and all sweet Elliot's family.

I spent a career working with victims of violent crimes. I have seen the responses ranging from expressions of overwhelming grace to bitter descent into man's deepest darkness.

What you are feeling right now is o.k., brother, it is a reflection of your love for your family, and your anger at unnecessary, inexplicable loss.

Seek a healthy place, and a productive way, to release all those feelings. I can only imagine your grief. No one can or will properly ever understand how the sun shines differently in your life right now, but know that there will be many, most of whom you will never know, who will say a prayer for you upon reading your post.

Grace, peace and mercy, O Lord, to @Pride85 and his family, Lord, hear our prayer.
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I thank you for the advice from one who has dealt with others that have faced this. My Lord and Savior is with me and has reminded me that Elliot is in his arms and will be waiting when it is my time to join them both. My heart and soul know this though I mourn his loss. My mind is still rebelling and only wants the vengeance that I know is GOD's alone. The punishment will be what is appropriate in GOD's eyes. Though the bible does speak of the Avenger of Blood as an allowed form of revenge, Jesus spoke firmly against it. I don't think I could ever love the person that did this, and will probably never forgive. I will not allow this evil to rob me of spending more valuable time with the rest of my family. Elliot's big sister is living with us for now, so she may get a little extra spoiling for awhile. Please pray for Elliot's mother as this has made her nearly catatonic. She only left him long enough to get some clothes from his sister's father.
 
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Aerie Vol said:
Peace I give unto you, my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives, give I unto you. -JC

There is a peace that surpasses all understanding. May the peace of Christ Jesus flood into the soul of you and all your family members.

As a side note, vengeance is mine, I will repay, saith the Lord. Bathing in the anger you rightly feel will only hurt yourself. Give it to God, and if you can find the courage, and I doubt I could, pray for the truly lost young man responsible for the act.
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All i can say right now is that there is only one set of footprints in the sand right now. The one making those prints is the only one keeping me sane.
 
#118
#118
SmashMouth said:
Please keep venting your rage in safe, healthy places like this. We are a family of sorts. Awful, hideous news, the worst. Stay strong for your family and keep your faith in the Lord. Praying for you my man!
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This is why I wanted to share this with those I have communicated with so much over the years.
 
#119
#119
To all, it was hard to come back on here and read these posts, because it brought the hurt back to surface for a moment. Thankfully, the words and mentions of prayers raised have helped to put the hurt behind for a moment. It is going to be a process, but with GOD's help, we will get through this. I know the sorrow and anger will find their way into my mind, but I will continue to lean on GOD and let him handle all that needs to happen. I have never had the actual thought of killing someone before, and it is not one that I ever want the have again. I know in my heart and soul that Elliot is safe and free from the pain and the memory of the pain he suffered. GOD keeps reminding me of that in my heart. My mind gets in the way a little but. The thing is, I hope the person that did this is cursed with the fear and pain that Elliot felt for the rest of his life.

We as a group have discussed/argued about our favorite team and my alma mater for several years. I thank each and every one for your words, and more importantly, you prayers at this time.

May GOD bless you all.
 
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put your faith and trust in the hands of GOD. LEAN on him prayers for you and your entire family. remember all of volnations their for you.
 
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#121
I am very sorry for your loss. That has to be excruciating. Praying for you. May you and your family find peace in the Lord, and peace knowing that the young man is now safe in heaven.
 
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#122
#122
Pride85 said:
To all,
I have not been on this site much this week and there is a reason for that. I know I am sometimes abrasive, especially to certain factions on this site, but right now I am completely rattled. My entire family is in deep need for prayer from as many of my fellow VOL faithful as we have suffered a tragedy that one only think happens to someone else. I have dealt with death amongst family members, including my father last year. That goes with being 61. This past Monday afternoon; the youngest member of my relatively large family, My 15 month old Great Grandson Elliot was murdered. He was killed and apparently suffered before at the hands of a psychotic 18 year old that his mother had married. I have never felt such an overwhelming RAGE driven by an unbearable grief in my life. At this moment, this monster is far safer in the solitary confinement cell he has been placed in. I am a 6' 3" 260 lb ball of rage right now, and Elliot's biological father makes me look small and calm.

Please pray that I can remember that Elliot is in the arms of Jesus right now and will forever be at peace. The only thing harder that dealing with this was telling his 5 year old sister that her brother wasn't coming back home.

I am sorry to put this out here, but we am really struggling.
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God bless you, Brother. Prayers sent for you and the family.
 
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#123
#123
May the peace that transcends all understanding cover your entire family. I’m so sorry for this tragedy. May God uphold your heart as you and the family navigate all of the pain and grief.
 
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#124
#124
Pride85 said:
To all, it was hard to come back on here and read these posts, because it brought the hurt back to surface for a moment. Thankfully, the words and mentions of prayers raised have helped to put the hurt behind for a moment. It is going to be a process, but with GOD's help, we will get through this. I know the sorrow and anger will find their way into my mind, but I will continue to lean on GOD and let him handle all that needs to happen. I have never had the actual thought of killing someone before, and it is not one that I ever want the have again. I know in my heart and soul that Elliot is safe and free from the pain and the memory of the pain he suffered. GOD keeps reminding me of that in my heart. My mind gets in the way a little but. The thing is, I hope the person that did this is cursed with the fear and pain that Elliot felt for the rest of his life.

We as a group have discussed/argued about our favorite team and my alma mater for several years. I thank each and every one for your words, and more importantly, you prayers at this time.

May GOD bless you all.
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May God bless you, sir. I can’t imagine what you are going through, and I sincerely hope I never have to. But given what has occurred, we as VFL’s and many who are walking our path with Jesus Christ, it’s our duty to help you. This message board is part of that. Whatever it takes to help you get some peace, however small, as you walk through this process.

I did see you are near me geographically. If you ever need anything, just want to talk, get away for a bit, or whatever - send me a message and I’m there.
 
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