I have to see it happen, I am not getting gutted again...I am not like you, I can not just be like "Oh wel, we lost..no biggie". I do not take disappointment well.
Mostly I think I am a hopeful pessimist,and it is not just about football, I have been conditioned to be that way by the circumstances in my life.
Back in 2006-2007 I was this close - to being a multimillionaire and then the economy exploded and I lost everything in a few months...and my health totally went to hell on top of that, and I spent two-three months in early 07 not being able to walk...and I have lived in chronic extreme pain ever since, and then the two strongest people I have ever known, my touchstones, the ones that always helped me get through dark times were just wiped out by cancer within two years of each other in the last 5 years....it's not just football that has made me this way.
As far as silly football goes...I believe things will get better, but until it actually does...it is what it IS, not what it could/will be...and until we win this game it is still..IS.
I think we should win, maybe even win big, but I have thought that before back when I had a less invasive case of BVS.
Go Vols! I really hope this IS the turning point.