I know and we’ve all seen and wished we could help or take it away from you guys. I can only truck out the Jen mantra. This really is one moment in time and will not last, even though it feels like a life time. When you feel like you’re in the middle of a hurricane or tornado, God really has this. He REALLY does. I’m not the best person for spiritual guidance, but it’s still there and a foundation for all of us. I’m sorry, I’ve been a bit emotional the last few days, but I hope this can bring a sorta smile to your face. I’ve had my son call me every evening and hold the phone up to Liam’s ear so grandma can talk to him, tell him goodnight and sing to him “You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when sky’s GRAY, but you never know dear how much I LOVE you, please don’t take my sunshine away” Poor child, he’s had to hear my singing voice.
Edit: that’s the song I sung for my son since he was born.