First, I marvel at your willingness to disregard every logical process you might have, your willingness to suspend your own disbelief. You know you don't believe him. Why you just won't say so is beyond me as it doesn't matter. Just because Trump's ego won't let him admit it doesn't mean you can't have some integrity in this little corner of the world and admit you know he's lying.
Second, I would not waste my freedom or my life on, or for, that charade of a human being.
In the words of Tucker Carlson (unless its for money), I "passionately hate Trump."