I lied, it's simple, my reason is because of my son. He wasted his talent, but who am I to judge, I did, too. U just hate when your son makes the same mistake u did, when u preached to him, not, too. But, I could be ruthless on him, when I thought he was not giving it, his all. Probably, my biggest regret. We have talked about it, since he has gotten into his early to mid-twenties and I was way too hard on him. He has forgiven me, but I wish I could do it all over again.
Edit: sorry guys, got a little buzzed last night and got in my feelings, but still the truth