Sadly at one time I was a part of the problem. We were labeled a gang by the local media after a large group from our part of the town came together, mostly because of a long standing gang that hung in an area adjacent to Antioch. After a few people were jumped or shot at we all kind of came together. Before long there were fights and a couple of shootings between the two. This was when Nashville first got the wake up call that gangs were becoming a problem (even though as a teenager I could have named at least four major gangs in South Nashville with nation wide membership).
Many of us who were the original band of the group that came together saw the writing on the wall. We were harassed by the police (rightfully so) and things were starting to escalate. The final blow for me was when one of the younger brothers of a guy who was a member stole a car led police on a high speed chase, flipped the car and almost killed himself. I saw then that this kid who looked up to us had been drawn in, I couldn't help but feel the guilt for that, it was then that I decided to leave and more than a few of the others did as well over the next few months. Of those that didn't there are only a couple of them who aren't dead or in jail, most being in prison.
I know first hand that gangs are a problem in Nashville. I can only imagine what it is like now.
Clearly, you were still a "human" that found yourself running in the wrong crowd. That happens, and you just hope the people find their way out. Others just cease to exist as people. The things I've seen on that show (Gangland) literally had me sitting there slack-jawed. It just doesn't seem possible this is actually going on.
Glad to hear you made it out.