Thoughts and Prayers on a sad situation...
You don't have the strength. No one does. It's soul crushing and nothing is ever "right" again. You're a broken human being. There's nothing anyone can say or do that will stop the daily tears. Any and everything will evoke a memory that will have you in complete collapse emotionally no matter where you are or who you're with and many marriages don't survive it. You're completely lost and hollow inside. The only thing that saves you is God's mercy and love. Folks who don't have that relationship to hold on to will be in a really bad place.My God. Life just isn't fair. That poor family.
I can't imagine how I'd cope with something like this. I don't know if I'd have the strength.