Sorry to hear this bro. The worst part of getting older is losing the ones that we care about. More than half the people that actually love me died in the last 5 years, back to back to back to back. These guys around here in the PF were always kind and supportive through it all. I am sorry you are having a hard time bud, wish the best for you and your family. You can always discuss it here...and people actually do care. Good group of guys that hang around these parts. Lucky to have yall as my VOL brethren. Keep your head up SR.