Ulysees E. McGill
This season is for you Sweets
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That is what I started doing since I quit doing physical work in the early 2010s....week long scripts when I absolutely need them to have any quality of life.They had me on the fentanyl patch and 30mg oxycodone 3 times a day just to keep my pain levels around a 6 or 7. When I decided to try natural, non-addictive alternatives, coming off of those prescribed medications was much like how people have described coming off of heroine cold turkey. Then I still frequently had withdrawal symptoms for over a year. For me, personally, that was worse than the debilitating pain..... and like you I go through stretches that make life seem unbearable. I will take prescribed pain medications for up to 5 days during those times, but never again as daily maintenance.
The last time I was in full on hard-core pain management was in feb-sept 07. I hurt my lower back really badly while still working in building and flooring contracting, and had to go to physical therapy for 5-6 months. I was on two 30 mg time release morphines, and 4 1/2 percocet 10s along with gabapentin and muscle relaxers every day. I told the Doc in July that I felt like I could start weaning off, so he gave me a schedule to reduce weekly. I made my last month of scripts last 9 weeks....that really helped with the withdrawals.
I knew it was going to suck, but I literally wanted to die in Feb until I got on that pain relief regimen...it got me through the worst stretch and helped me get through the therapy.
I am more afraid of feeling that level of pain again than I am ANY medication. I'd rather be chemically dependent than want to die because the excruciating pain NEVER stops.
The day I took my first time release Morphines and Percs I wanted to finally get out of the house and do something fun again, so we went to Honeymoon Island State Park, and I actually got down on my knees in the middle of Honeymoon Island Beach and thanked God that the pain was gone and I could walk and move around again.