My parents had 37 special needs foster kids over almost 20 years. Typically 2 at a time. Both of my little sisters are former foster that my parents adopted. One is HIV positive and the other was abused as a baby. They are both in their early 20s and thriving Praise God. My 1st little sister Monique that my parents adopted lost her battle with cancer on her 2nd birthday. It almost killed my mom it hurt her so badly.
You are doing the Lords work, I am proud of you and your family. It is a sacrifice and a blessing to be a foster parent...and can be very hard on your heart. God bless you and yours brother. Keep up the good fight. Most people have no idea how pitiful some of these kids are...who have been beaten, neglected, never fed enough or properly. Never been loved the way that every child deserves to be. You give them the love that they want and need...and that is to be commended. God knows what you do. He sees your hearts.