A five star should be a quick learner. I remember being hazed at the Air Force Academy. It is intended to build up and not knock you down. Somewhere down the line when you are flying a jet into battle or taking on a #1 ranked team in a hostile environment, you want to be able to remember that day you stepped on tradition and became....one of the leaders, one of the achievers, the mentally toughest man on the field of battle. Be patient Nico and soak it all in. There is a purpose that you might not see today....it will mean everything one day soon.