You only are skeptical of the side thats doing it with an opinion other then yours. There are so many ties between the Phyzer/Moderna and the institutions that are responsible for regulating their products. You probably have no problem with the fact that
• Former FDA Chairman Scott Gottlieb is now on the board of Pfizer.
• Former FDA Commissioner Stephen Hahn joined Moderna.
• Dr. Rick Bright suppressed HCQ — then joined the Rockefeller foundation.
There are many more examples just like this.
As to your other point, there are plenty of people who were for the vaccine until they saw the harm that it was causing in a number of cases.
Cardiologist Changed His Mind About COVID-19 Vaccines After Father's Heart Attack