I typed a long post trying to explain what the handful of people I have known actually have, but ended up deleting it. To try and explain it to someone who doesn't believe is like trying to explain to my wife the difference between a 2 and 4 stroke engine. It isn't that she isn't capable of understanding, under the right circumstances anyway...it's that she doesn't really care...and her life experiences thus far are such that the best she could gain is an intellectual understanding...not a practical working knowledge that would help her right now.
Suffice to say this: of all the folks I have known and worshipped with since 2003 when I got saved, I have known a handful of people who are truly 100% "sold out", in love with Jesus Christ and live each and every day of their lives trying to please Him in every way that they can. One thing I have noticed that these exceptional people have in common is that they seemingly begin every day praying some version of this:
" Dear Lord, wherever I go today, and whatever it is that I do...let it not be because of me or MY will...let each and every thing that I say and do be YOUR will...let everything that I do be pleasing to you..that I might glorify you and bring others to know YOU."
I have only known a few people with the strength of character, unyielding faith, discipline, and "death to self" attitude capable of living each and every day for God, rather than themselves. It is an amazing thing to behold, and to be around these rare people is to witness the power of God manifest on Earth. It is difficult to aptly describe...and amazing to witness. These people see God's hand and His miracles frequently. They are on a high that no Earthly drug could ever hope to produce. In everything they do, they live, breathe, and walk by Faith.
I have never personally been able to make it to that place in my walk. I have felt God's presence in my life...i have seen Him work a miracle that directly affected my family...i have felt the peace that ONLY comes from Him, when I was doing exactly what HE called me to do, and was right in the center of God's will for my life. It is an amazing feeling...but I am not worthy to be 1 of the people that I described above. I am just a sinner, saved by grace...who still struggles mightily with my own flesh and desires. Not that the people I spoke of above are perfect and without sin...nobody is...but they are so much further along in their relationship with God Almighty that their sins are tiny in comparison. Generally, I believe, sins of omission...rather than commission. Impure thoughts from time to time...things of that nature. They hold themselves to a higher standard and in return are blessed to spend the overwhelming majority of their lives with the peace and joy that can only come from being right in the center of God's will for a man's life. Which differs from man to man.
Anyway...most people probably will not understand what I am speaking of. That's OK...I probably did a crappy job of saying what I intended to...and I know the scripture pertaining to these things and understand that many folks minds will not understand nor believe because their hearts are in no condition to receive the message anyway.
What I speak of is very real though. As real as the air that we breathe, as solid as the Earth on which we stand. God is so very real, Jesus Christ is a very real person...and Christianity at its core is not about religion...it is about a RELATIONSHIP. A relationship between men and a God who loves them. When a person is willing to completely deny himself and his own desires, and live his life 100% to please God...amazing things result. I have seen it. I have seen Gods power made manifest on Earth, and seen what He can and will do for those who love Him enough to live on Faith. I am not that good of a Christian honestly. At this point in my life I still wrestle with sin. Those of you who mock Christ and Christians are so very wrong though. We will all come to understand how very real the God of the Bible is...either in life or death. O hope that for all of us it is here in this life.