STATE COLLEGE, Pa. — Joe Paterno was in tears, his players in shock.
"All the clips you've ever seen of him, you never saw him break down and cry," quarterback Paul Jones said. "And he was crying the whole time today."
Struggling to keep his emotions in check and old school as always in a sweater and tie, Paterno stood in front of his players and coaches Wednesday and said the words many already knew were coming but never thought they'd actually hear. After almost a half-century of head coaching at Penn State, and more victories than any other Division I coach, he was resigning at the end of the season.
Paterno told his players it was the best decision following the child sex-abuse scandal involving former defensive coordinator and one-time heir apparent Jerry Sandusky. In just a few days, the tawdry allegations have managed to sully the pristine reputation that Paterno built with such care all these years.
When he finished talking, his last group of players rose and applauded.
"Obviously, it was pretty emotional," safety Nick Sukay said. "He's spent his whole life here and dedicated everything to Penn State. You could really feel that."