oh i'm the same way trust me. i use to be that guy, then when i went to college i quit goin to church all together but was still hanging out w/ my best friends jack and jim. to be honest i haven't been to church on a reg. basis in 7 and a half yrs. this past year God was trying to tell me something, i mean he wouldn't leave me alone about it. i doubted my salvation, i started going to church and the whole time i was there he would be tugging on me, it drove me completely insane. over christmas holiday i went home, and my best friends dad is a minister. ended up talking to him one nite when i went over to hang out w/ my friend. funny how God works. we were down stairs, me, my best friend, and his dad watching a movie, and my friend went upstairs to get a drink. God started tugging on me to go and talk to his dad. I sat there for what seemed like eternity and didn't do it, but it was like 10 mins then i finally said ok, i'll do it. talk to his dad got everything straightened out, and now i'm currently looking for a church, and i think i've found one that i like. been trying to do a bible study every nite, and i pray several times thru out the day.