I'm also deeply hating how I'm feeling mostly bc my game buddy is just crushed. She idolizes RJ and was literally counting the days til the season started. She'll be off to college next year, so this was our last big basketball go round together. Of course we'll have many more good times together in the next year, but to have the season crumble so early and RJ out so long has been just awful for her.
I'm not a bit ashamed I held on to the thin hope for so long. The scenario for this year was flimsy, but there seemed like a remote chance. RJ, plus the portal pieces, would carry us to enough ranked wins to change the narrative of the LVs as a middling team w middling players who can't win big games. Then we could get some decent recruits. But that bandaid got cruelly ripped off and the whole ugly scab is hanging out now. And witnessed by millions on national tv.
The hell of it is if RJ plays, IMO we definitely beat Notre Dame. The second half collapse wouldn't have happened. Even w ND crippled themselves, that would have been huge. We would have had a chance against OSU w RJ, since just like w ND, I saw no one out there who could have guarded her. McMahon would have fouled out even earlier trying. Just add RJ's average, 22 pts and 12 rebounds, and it all changes. At least we wouldn't have been humiliated. We'd have gone 2-2 or even 3-1 in the biggest four game stretch this program has had in a long time.
But not to be. The only hope now is a very good conference run and a miracle deep tourney run. Could happen, but w RJ's status up in the air and the rest, most espec the coaching, being what they are, I'm not optimistic. And even if that did happen, we've now had a very painful look at next year and it ain't pretty.
Nothing will happen to KJH this year, but IMO after next year serious discussion will be underway.