Oda and I have exhanged a few emails over the years, personal/family stuff, she is the best of us and caring beyond belief. Not just a cheerleader, she cares beyond the rah rah.
Maybe it was the unexpectedness, but this hit me like a ton of ***** bricks. I had to really loosen up and take my mind away to try and enjoy today, but here we are again sitting with reality. Haven't prayed in 21 years tbh, but I'm stepping out of my comfort zone tonight. This **** has hit me too hard to not try something. Let's all focus and send good vibes throughout tonight, whatever that avenue is for you...just focus on Oda. She hasn't given up yet.