I oppose the wall, simply because I don't believe it will work. But blaming the shutdown entirely on Trump is idiotic. Politicians are supposed to work together and find compromises to the benefit of the country. None of them, to include Trump, appear to be doing that. They're playing their games while continuing to collect their own salaries(they made sure to protect that), pointing fingers at each other rather than getting off their asses and finding solutions.
To wish ill on others because of their political leanings, you must not be a very good person. You need to reevaluate your priorities in life, because politics isn't worth blind hatred.